Ever have that feeling that things are about to happen and you have no idea what but you know somethings coming?

Maybe it’s just me, I tend to have stages where i can become very intuitive, somethings in the air, somethings brewing, but I just can’t put my finger on it. That silly psychic sense kicks in. It hits me at random times, something I still haven’t had the patience to control. But I have learnt to listen to it more recently.

Maybe its time for a tarot reading. I’m still learning how to read them properly.

It is officially the start of Yule for me, a witchy festival and its a time of feasting, a winter sabbat. So I may not be posting as much over the next two or three days. maybe a picture or two or a poem. Lots of baking and house wenchy type things going on, family time, just enjoying this time of the year. A key point to this sabbat for me is “afer death comes rebirth”… it can have many interpretations but I see this one as a turning point. The past year has been an utter hell to say the least so this sabbat is a time to shed all of that and move forward. Cleansing so to speak.

I have written one half of a story now I need to find time to write the second part, again this one will be different from what I wrote recently, its on the dragonfly geisha site, (the link is in the sidebar…) A very hard and fast punishment spanking story .. go on go read it and while you are there read some others. They had me melting *grin* a very talented bunch of writers.

It’s bloody late here and my eyes are falling out of their sockets so I am going to crawl off to bed, I have books to read but I have a lull in the reading addiction right now. I think I am needing a holiday just as much as my son is, it will be a good break. Two more weeks and I’ll have no son for 10 days. It’ll be the first time since ever for that long.

Ooo there’s a new word I spotted on Fetlife that I have become to love … hugglefucks almost as good as the word fucktards … yes I know … I have a potty mouth … hmm one could have snugglefucks as well

Oh and yes “have a ball thursday” was fun four hours of fun today, except I can’t wait till next thursday I have no self control so I may use them before then  *looks innocent*

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The ben wa balls have become my best friend at the moment, rather delicious actually and I finished off with my rabbit hehe, very quietly.  It sucks having a flatmate grrr, but it pays the bills.  Two hours of ben wa today as well and happily wet and horny.  Well I was until I was reminded today by darling friend who is always blunt and puts things in perspective, how long its been since I actually had sex with a real living man.  One whole year, shit I haven’t been without for so many years, my sex life was over average with the ex lol. Then I got shitty because I was reminded so that put a meh on the day.

Two more weeks till the ex arrives from overseas and has our son for 10 days.  I am dreading it, wanting it over with so my son and I can get back to our little lives.  His father has no idea the impact all of this has on our son.  And the after effects i will have to pick up and console and talk through.  The little one doesn’t deserve this and sometimes it’s so damn hard.

I am waiting for some more wee toys in the mail and will inform you of their arrival and how well they worked when I actually see them.  I am getting bloody impatient hehe.  I love new things especially scrummy toys.  Spent about three hours shooting emails back and forth with my book supplier, I have a good $200 worth of books ordered and had paid for them a week ago, normally their service is the next day or two, nothing.  They said I hadn’t paid so I had to hunt through paypal and email them the order numbers and the damn paypal info, only to be told that they had located my payments and they were truly sorry for the delay.  Hmmppf I want a free book.

Oh and today my friend also went on a harley ride with a guy she picked up off a dating site, one night fling .. the safe call night… well I just got a text telling me he’s married with kids.  I had thought as much from what I knew previously and had only just told her what i thought this morning.  She’s giving me shit about not internet dating and here I am watching quietly as she goes through her second let down after thinking that they had possibility.  I told her; after she informed me that he wanted to be friends and have coffee dates, and she deciding she didn’t want to, that it was a good decision simply because he had lied to her, not a little white lie but a whopper AFTER he slept with her.  Poor girl, and I thought I picked em lol, and as usual us gilrs look after each other and carry on.

Not much to write about today, its been a busy one and now I am off to watch a DVD and curl up on my chair like a good little vixen … a quiet one for a change.

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