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  • Published: Apr 15th, 2010
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I run


Standing alone with no direction
How did I fall so far behind?
Why Am I searching for perfection?
Knowing it’s something I won’t find
In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one
When did I lose my sense of purpose?
Can I regain what’s lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?
In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I let myself down
In my fear and flaws
I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one
No roads left but one
In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I run
And the silence splits me open
I run
And it puts me underground
But there’s no regret
And no roads left to run

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  • Published: Apr 8th, 2010
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Can you Howl?

If you could only see the beast you’ve made of me
I held it in but now it seems you’ve set it running free
Screaming in the dark, I howl when we’re apart
Drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart
My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in
You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to howl
My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in
You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to

Now there’s no holding back, I’m making to attack
My blood is singing with your voice, I want to pour it out
The saints can’t help me now, the ropes have been unbound
I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallow’ed ground
Like some child possessed, the beast howls in my veins
I want to find you, tear out all of your tenderness

And howl, howl
Howl, howl

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  • Published: Mar 20th, 2010
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Un, deux, trois, cinq …

Blessed by a bitch from a bastard’s seed
Pleasure to meet you but prepare to bleed
Rise, I’ll rise, I’ll rise
Skinned her alive, ripped her apart
Scattered her ashes, buried her heart
Rise up above it, high up above and see


Happy Mabon ;) )O( xxx

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  • Published: Mar 15th, 2010
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Oh my gawd …

Snowed under with assignments due this week and work so I’ll leave you with something I am listening to right now.
And she’s a Kiwi and fucking awesome! :D

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  • Published: Mar 2nd, 2010
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Harmony

That look, the eyes
Focused, intent
Her the instrument
A concerto
She, the violin
You, the bow
The storm outside,
the orchestra.

Darkness wells
Engulfing
Muscles tense
The rage builds
A struggle for control

She is lost
The sting of the wind
Matches the crescendo building
Your hands playing her
Assaulting her body
Tears well
frustrations spent
Screaming crescendos
Still the storms rage

Through the darkness
You are there
Words settle
Eyes reach far inside
Soothing, comforting
Consoling, understanding
You rain down on her
Only to feel her slip away
Coaxing her back
Home to you
Her eyes calm
The storm has settled
Your eyes,
softened

The quiet patter of raindrops
Break the silence
She is engulfed in you
As you are her
Release

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