Sit back, matter of fact, teasing, toying, turning, chatting, charming, hissing, playing the crowd.
Play that song again, another couple Klonopin, a nod, a glance, a half-hearted bow.
Oh such grace, oh such beauty, and lipstick and callous and fishnets and malice.
Oh Darling, you’re a million ways to be cruel.
I should, I wish I could, maybe if you were, I would, a list of standard-issue regrets.
One last 80 proof, slouching in the corner booth.
Baby, it’s as good as it gets.
Oh such grace, oh such beauty. So precious, suspicious, and charming, and vicious.
Oh darling, you’re a million ways to be cruel.
And I am totally fucking jealous heh. Belladonnax have a most fucking awesome time. I hates you right now. Not really but I am freekin pouting
Uni starts in two weeks! Student loan has been approved and paid. I’m on cloud nine. Waaaahooo ‘grin’
Caught up with an old friend yesterday and she’s offered to help out with the little one in the second semester as his school holidays fall smack dab in the middle of my classes. Gawd I luffs her. We’ve been mates for the last 17 or so years, been through hell and back together. One of those friends I can count on to tell me how it is, no holds barred. I love her for that and she knows me well enough that I don’t have to explain shit. We had good chats yesterday I miss being able to do that. We don’t do it often enough. Our kids have grown up around each other and we’ve both been the ‘other mum’ for the little ones. Hehe and I sent her home with a corset. She’s nilla but knows about my kink escapades and doesn’t judge. She does however think I am a mad bitch at times but that opinion has held for a few years now.
Hmmm what else…
Oh, I have a bruise from being pinched by tag team Dom/mes who decided I was gloating about having no bruises left that now I have one on the underside of my arm … it looks like a penis *blink* Artistic sadism … I haz it
I’m kinda having a week of catching up with a few people who are good friends which has been cool before all the madness starts with the uni stuff. One class starts at 8am in the morning which means I need to sort shit out for the little one for that morning before school but apart from that everything else fits in well with my week. I have seven core papers to get through this year and a fuckload of writing essays, research and a lotta artwork. I love a challenge especially this stuff. The backwards part is I have already been immersed in the industry and have learnt things I am not going to learn in a uni environment so it’s kinda really cool I have a background that is going to help. One of the tutors told me I would be invaluable in a classroom situation, I’m not the freekin lecturer lol. But I get what he meant. I think I’m going to find it amusing at times to watch the younger ones coming in ‘green’ with preconceptions of the industry set up and inner workings. It shall be fun.
Apart from that I’ve kinda been hermitty and having a mahoosive craving to write and draw and be all creative and shit. Nothing new there.
I have the urge to go do this to our beeeeg tray of eggs in the fridge ‘beams’ … dare me?
I have the urge to go do this to our beeeeg tray of eggs in the fridge ‘beams’ … dare me?
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