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I’m spreading it like a disease

Actually so is everyone else. I have been mentioned in a couple places so I’ll just bloody do it hokay? And thanks :P

1. Thank the award-giver and link back to them in your post
2. Share 7 things about yourself.
3. Pass this award along to 15 blogs you enjoy reading.

 

1. Here’s a doozy. It’s been three years since I have fucked anyone. I don’t and won’t do casual sex anymore. I can’t. Ironic really considering I write a sex blog. I loathe that term. It’s not why I write. I have intimacy issues and trust issues that have made it near impossible to allow anyone close to me for a long time now. But I’m okay with it. I figure someone special will get past my walls at some point and they’ll be worth it because they want to spend that time doing so.

2. I am two years into my university degree and I often have moments of self doubt that I am wasting my time with it and I should be working and not at school at this age. I also stress amount the amount of money I am in debt with because of this. But I am a fighter and I’m not giving up.

3. I’m still extremely angry at my ex. I’m angry at myself for having to start all over again. But i bounce and bounce back I will, I’m just tired of struggling.

4. I want another dog but circumstances prevent this from happening. I feel like I am missing a chunk of me not having a furry friend. I have had dogs since I was seven years old.

5. I am the most useless friend. I don’t keep in touch but am always there if you need me. I forget birthdays and I don’t buy presents. I am crap at doing the expected ‘friend’ thing, I’m socially awkward at the best of times but I do try. Sometimes I need a kick up the arse because I get very solitudal.

6. I draw or write something every day. Most of it stays in journals. Right now on my shelf I have about twenty moleskines and sketchbooks full of weird braindumps.

7. My son is what keeps me going most days. Before he came along I was on a bad track. If it wasn’t for him I doubt I’d be here.

 

That was deep and meaningful wasn’t it?

 

As for adding 15 people … fuck me >>>> look over there >>>> blog list … if you want to share go for it andlet me know so I can come and read.

2 Responses to “I’m spreading it like a disease”


  1. viemoira
    on Nov 22nd, 2011
    @ 00:42

    Number 5- that is SO me too! :)
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  2. impy
    on Nov 26th, 2011
    @ 22:12

    I am an absent minded shit at times lol. My long time friends know this and don’t make silly expectations and likewise. I dunno those things aren’t important to me, what is important is that we all know that if one of us says “I need you” we’re there. It’s kept our friendships long and strong. :)

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