I am back and I have been a geek for most of today and dealing with stoopid wordpress issues on a site I am working on for a client.
I haz teh grumps.
I also am a little sensitive and a little withdrawn atm. Wednesday will be two years since we lost our friend and some days I think I am okay and then a song comes on and I’m bawling. Ugh. This grief thing is weird. But i know it’s a process and I’ll slowly get back on top of things. I’m just kinda wanting quiet. I snapped at my mother tonight when she rang. She was waffling on about family hoohah and I was coding and just not in the mood for being sociable nor concerned about all the silly family dramas. I’m being completely selfish and hermity atm.
The holiday? … Absolute bliss. I didn’t want to come home.No interwebz, no nothing but pure silence and Tui’s making noise in the trees and the wind and surf.
Now it’s back to the rat race. School stuff with the little one as the build up to the end of the school year starts rolling. Mummy has volunteered herself to go on a school trip in a couple weeks. Yes … I am mad. But it’s gonna be fun!
Back to your regular service in a couple days. I might post tomorrow but Wednesday I am having off.


















thepinkpoppet
on Nov 23rd, 2009
@ 16:56:
Sorry you have the grumps honey.And I totally get it about feeling that way, especially when it comes to thought of loss..been there. Wish I could give you a great big hug, but know I am thinking of ya. Always.
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Belladonnax
on Nov 24th, 2009
@ 10:22:
Time will go by. Take care of yourself.
and at least there are no bruises!!