Sweet Spiced tagged me for a new meme that demands raw honesty.

10 things that are honest and things you might not know …. or you will in a minute.

Well shit I suppose I can do that. Heh and I have to pick 10 people to join in, ya didn’t think you were getting off that easy did ya?

Now I never do things the way I am supposed to so instead of me going and picking peeps who don’t want to do it, if you want to let me know via here and pop a link up so people can go be nosey.

And the ten things I have to be honest about and ‘stick it out there‘ ….

1.   Things I will not eat: avocado,  pumpkin, brussel sprouts and chicken feet. I went to a Yum Chow lunch on Sunday and they sat there eating fucking chicken feet. Apart from not being able to even watch them eat them I will nevaaaah put something like that near my mouth. Ick. There’s more foods but I can’t think of them right now. If force fed these things I’d prolly vomit.

2.  I posted my application for university this week and I am sat here kinda not really believing I will get into the course.  Even though I have people telling me I am good at what I do I lack the self confidence that I actually am good at it. I am in awe of other designers who do much better work than me. And shut up … that doesn’t require an answer.

3.  I want more time to devote to writing erotica and writing well but I have limited time to do so and it doesn’t pay the bills but it is becoming a passion and one I enjoy a hell of alot.I still don’t think I’m good at that either. And that’s another shut up …

4.  There is this one guy that is at every munch I go to and he is a disgusting piece of filth that I really just abhor. One day I am not going to be very civil to him and he’s going to wish he’d never annoyed me one too many times. He makes my skin crawl and I am sick to death of watching him prowl on new subs. Pondscum.

5. This week my son has given himself a black eye from slipping on the top bunk bed and mushing his face and today he tripped over at school in the classroom and gave himself a fat lip, apparently his tooth is now wiggly. I’m starting to think my clumsiness is hereditary.

6. I have these amazing friends and close relationships but I am still lonely. Go figure.

7. I fucking hate people asking me for free graphics work when they offer nothing in return. To me it’s the equivalent of going to a professional ie. a dentist, a mechanic .. and saying can you do this for nothing kthanxbai. Why is it any different? I got brought up around people who use the good old barter system. If I offer to do something it’s because I want to. If I don’t want to do it, I won’t.

8. I am an impatient little shit most days. When I decide I want something or want to do something I won’t wait for anyone, I go do it.

9. I only have three pairs of sneaker socks left, all the rest are knee high or thigh high socks. I think I have a fetish.

10. I miss having a D/s relationship.  Instead I explore other things I am comfortable with doing. I am grateful I have close friends who like being mean & sadistic to me hehe. I luffs dem.