Iz still tired.

Fetish night was fuuuuuun. But I paid for it yesterday and still getting back to normal today. I’m an introvert. It takes a shitload of energy for me to do the big public people thing. I coped okay but Molten and Velvet went home early and I wanted to stay and spend some time with special friends so I did stay and had a blast but went into full switchy mode and got rather toppy minded which ultimately drained me. I got my claws out and had a few light scratchies and enjoyed repeating the word “come” later on in the night with one of the girls who had a wee post hypnotic suggestion going on. Gawd there’s something about hypnosis that really makes me curious. I think I am slightly jealous. I wantz!

The music totally sucked balls. The original DJ pulled out sick at the last minute so they had to get a replacement who obviously had no idea how to play decent stuff for a fetish crowd. It was annoying and many found it difficult to settle into the mood because of it. I’m thinking a back up playlist on a couple of CD’s by the organisers would be a good fallback for situations like this. Apart from that the night went well. It’s a new club that has been set up for the scene in my town and a much needed venue as well. It’s bound to have teething problems but the great thing is the wee crowd who want this to work are all pulling together and bringing some great constructive criticism to the fore so everyone can iron out all the little issues. It’s awesome to see people getting in there and trying.

There was quite a bit going on, got to watch a rope demonstration with a little suspension, a vac bed display and a nice caning session and a double flogging session. Dee made me grin when I saw her walk out with her newly embedded needles and then watched her bum get flogged a wee while later. I was completely impressed with the couple that came along to do the needles that night. Very professional couple and completely lovely and willing to answer any questions asked.

Yesterday was me in complete utter zombie mode. Completely blah and braindead. Today slightly better, still not quite coherent. Velvet popped over for lunch today and we ended up disappearing to the local book exchange and both walked out with books. He’s a bad influence hehe. I squeed as I found a nice little erotica book that I may just have to curl up with in bed tonight. He made a smart ass comment that I need a fuck buddy. Ugh. I haz eroticka fetish I do’s I like writing and reading as much erotica as these innocent eyes can handle (ssshh let me have my innocent fantasy)

… fuck buddys are great, been there done that,  but not really satisfying these days I get far too bored easily and I have an aversion to unsnipped cocks … men with vasectomy’s rawk! I do nawt have baby rabies … I do nawt want accidents and the pill makes me loopy, the depo makes me horrible insane and natural contraception … well that doesn’t fucking work as I have a child from that experiment LOL. I love my baby boy but I don’t want more thankyouveryfuckingmuchly!

I don’t mind being selective these days. I haz a hitachi, it gives me great orgasms,  it doesn’t snore nor fart and when I am finished with it .. it goes back in it’s box. That reminds me, I was reminded I have been procrastinating and not done the second review for the Hitachi I said I would do. I joined up with Eden Fantasys as an affiliate a few days ago and am thoroughly enjoying what the site has to offer. There’s some pretty awesome peeps hanging about the forums there and I am loving the articles on the Sexis site too (both are linked on the sidebar if you are a curious monkey like me).

Since I need to write a couple more reviews I may well write a decent update on the wonderful new Hitachi of mine since I have had the chance to fuck about with it some more and instead of popping it on there I’ll link it here. Oooo and a very nice attachment Velvet lent me to use which is much better than the two blue plastic fantastic things I originally got with it Molten is quite enjoying the fact we have a Hitachi in the house too hehe.  Since it’s midnight here and I have a meeting tomorrow I will get my wee ass to bed and yes … I shall write it tomorrow. I may have to try it out just one more time before I do write, yano just to fine tune ideas for writing, yano for the sake of self knowledge too…