The last couple days have been mainly a hell of alot of sleeping and working. I did a whack of work this morning and had just about finished this morning and had a little bit to go on one main job when Velvet turned up unexpectedly which was cool cause we went out for a couple of hours. I had some talking to do with him which was good.

I was having major difficulties getting work done anyways with all the interuptions going on, not good for doing artwork which is why if the kids and everyone is home I give up and do it at night when it’s quieter and I am less likely to get interupted. Plus tis the frigging weekend and  I was needing to get out of the house. It’s a downfall of working at home is I am home “all” the time. It’s hard for me to get some relaxing time away from the house. I tried doing the mummy and son time this morning as well but the little one wasn’t that keen so I’ll try again tomorrow. He’s been having so much fun and bonding with the other kids I am feeling a little bit useless lol. I might give him a day off school in a few weeks time and take him on an adventure, just him and me.

Velvet and I got to talk about some stuff that has been bugging me, something I had been needing to do all week so I am grateful he made time, it needed to be done. Work v’s sorting personal shit? It was important to me. I felt bad buggering off, and I felt bad because I forgot to ask Molten if it was okay but hell I have done a bit of kid stuff over the past two weeks of the holidays so I thought it would be okay for a couple hours.  I had looked after the kids all Friday afternoon and was kiddied out. I’m not used to more than one lol and trying to work yesterday afternoon was near impossible. Am looking forward to things getting back to normal now the school holidays are just about over.

Its difficult as I don’t get alot of time to spend with Velvet with different schedules and I normally only get to see him on the weekends. I love the little nights Molten and I fart about doing our own thing, which reminds me I still have to make her watch all of Dirty Dancing hehe. Molten made some uber yummy pancakes this morning and a friend was over for morning tea. Molten has mentioned going shopping tomorrow afternoon to get some things for the kids who are starting their new school on Monday so it’ll be cool to have some hang out time for the afternoon.

Apart from that I haven’t been that entertaining a person. I have been on the nicotine patches and have not been a happy wolfie, nightmares, very little sleep, rashes from the patches and although it helped with the cravings they did shit for the rest of my body. if anything they made me not well, even to the point of fucking up my monthly. I stopped them, started some herbal supplements and attained some herbal sleeping pills and the past two days I have had a 12 hour and an eight hour night, and my body is slowly recupperating. I am down to two to three cigarettes a  day and taking it slowly. Not worrying about it so much and not pushing myself.

I am missing my best mate today, it was her birthday and she sounded so down in the dumps in her last email I am a little worried about her so I have been a wee bit distracted today.

Good news is one job is done and I have one more to do tomorrow night that is urgent. Damn it I want the weekend off so I am going to take as much time as I need. I went like a bat out of hell all week. And on that note I am off to have a wine since I just emailed my job off.

Sorry not much entertaining stuff to write today. Heh.