Well I finally caught up with all the uber cool blogs I read and went on a commenting frenzy. It seems there’s alot of hormones floating around this week and that’s not a bad thing. I get PMS.  I get fatigued, I sleep more, I have psycho mood swings and “leave me the fuck alone” moods. Some things create more stress than usual, I get teary and needy. I also get insanely horny and I get mahoosively sore bewbies. Like “don’t fucking touch them sore”. Sucks to be a woman huh?

There has also been some bloody amazing posts written while I was away on my wee trip …

I looked at Pygar’s blog today and smiled.

I read doubleknot’s blog today and grinned.

I read Lilly’s blog today and I had tears in my eyes because I am a big sop when it comes to animals and she needs huggles, uber amounts of them.

I read Tristan’s post today and went back and read it again, he’s right you know.

I read selkie’s post today on perspectives and sighed and nodded.

I read these posts and they stir my emotions. I resonate with them. They pull at my heart. They find places inside me that are not hidden yet silent to those around me. I find it easier to communicate through writing. Words ramble around in my head but never come out the way I want them when I try to verbalise them. I write because I need to, I have to. I think about not writing anymore and I just can’t bring myself to stop.

Sometimes I forget to stop and take a breath.

Sometimes I just need a big spoonful of STFU when I go off on a tangent.

Sometimes I just need a hug or a snog or a spank.

And sometimes I go read these blog posts and I remind myself why I love to write and why I have found this awesome little group of people to share things with on the blogosphere. They are unique, they have amazing clarity and insight and most importantly, they love to write and share too.

And on that note I’m goin bed because I am being a nawty insomniac again.

(yea my sense of humor is pretty warped too)

*chuckle*