It’s days like today where I start to realise how much things have begun to change in a positive way for me, but not just me, for others as well. I spent a wonderful afternoon and evening with beautiful people and had a brilliant time. The changes coming into my life are ones that I am so glad I have followed, and today just reaffirmed those decisions are the right ones for me.

We had a BBQ at Velvet’s today, Molten, Kiwig, Monkey were there, and also Fairy and Fungi (associate fluffies) also Buffy(part of Fungi’s harem hehe), and part of the D’verse … Curvaceous Dee, her Dominant Adonis and his wife Aphrodite. It was a casual BBQ but play was welcome if anyone felt the need, a few toys came out and people played with bits and bobs and I got to finally find out what a vampire glove feels like on my skin … hellishly nommy, I think I like sharp and pointies quite alot. They are on my list of “toys I want” hehe. Dee and Fairy also bought along liquid latex if anyone wanted to try some but everyone kinda ran out of time so I think that will have to wait for another day, hehe Aphrodite hinted at painting some thigh high stockings on me for erotica… I quite like that idea!

Also a rather evil toy Velvet owns, a lovely leather slapper with evil bloody rivets right down the center … a few of us held out hands to get a taste and many opted out rather quickly after a couple decent thwacks lol.  I get the feeling Motlen has a love/hate relationship with the evil invention lol. I know it’s fecking evil after a couple whacks on my hand I got the idea of it’s evilness. The whole day was very relaxed with loads of food,wine, plenty of sun and giggles and geekiness and awe at Velvet’s collection of books which he has an impressive collection of.

I am looking forward to starting to organise the move up here and a little impatient for it to begin but also at the same time pleased I have taken my time to affirm this is what I want to do. I am also starting to think about career options and where I want to go once I am up this way, even maybe looking at a writing course as a wee filler, it’s always something I have wanted to do but I’ll wait till I am settled before delving into study of any sorts. I am also looking forward to finally being able to spend quality time with all these wonderful people who have come into my life, I feel damn good and I am smiling. In a sense I am coming home, this is where I grew up, and this is where I have found a beautiful family I can call my own. A family I am growing to love alot. I iz beaming