You know coffee is a great thing especially when shared with a good friend.  Puts life into perspective.

I feel good today, and one step closer to working out what the hell I want in a Dominant and yes Max you were right lol, I will keep pushing forward but for now I am going to try spending time getting to know my new friends better.

I had a stress headache this morning.  Bastard things they are, I don’t get them very often but when they hit they are nasty.  I got woken up early this morning by a phonecall which put me in a grump lol.  When I finally do sleep I need sleep so being woken early ain’t cool especially because I stay up till normally 1 or 2am working.  The night is relaxing for me and quiet and its when I am most creative,  I have always been a night owl.

Today is download day and work later.  I am a total music freak hehe anything but rap and cuntry music hehe.  The joy of working on a chat site for a number of years was great, music freaks that became friends and we swapped loads.  At the moment I have a fetish for industrial stuff, rave music and the gothic rock scene, loads of cool bands are sneaking out of Finland hehe.  Apocalyptica is an awesome band.  How would one describe them, cello player with a kick hehe.  Check them out if you get the time there a bit of their music on youtube. At the moment Breaking Benjamin is a favie band.

I’ve become active on Fetlife quite alot, I have met some awesome people on there of late and enjoying talking to them all.  And a kink friend mentioned she might organise a shibari night and asked if I was interested in coming along so I am jumping for joy.  Have always wanted to try the whole rope thing hehe.  We used to make bits and bobs with rope when I worked with the horses and did the whole horse whispering stint. Such a versatile tool. And the thought of being bound is yum! So yay I hope we can organise something and I will finally get to meet her in person woo yay!

Anyways off out the door, horrible weather its pissing down outside ugh. x