“I don’t think I can be told what to do Master…”
“No problem, when I am done with you…you will do exactly as you are told because I am stronger than you, more determined than you and for the first time in your life, doing so will bring you closer to what you really need, rather than further away. Go ahead, test me, I will relish you testing my resolve as I will relish the knowledge that no other place in the world will exist for you that is better than what I will create for you here.”
M knew me better than any other person in my life, including my best friends, my parents, my former partners. Embracing and expressing my submissive nature has given me the most powerful opportunities to find the deepest levels of trust, power and the intimacy that can only arise from the bond of a Master and sub.
He knew my fears, my needs, my desires, my limitations, my goals in life… everything that makes “me” me. He accepted me for what I am and sought to help me with problems and to work toward my own goals as well as serving him to the best of my ability at all times. Best of all He was proud of me, as a mother, my work, and as his submissive.
It enhanced my life in more ways than I can put into words. The bond formed with this man was something not many experience in this lifetime, we were soulmates in the truest definition of that word. Though I am no longer enslaved to this man, we remain very close friends and I remain proud to have served him and been trained by him.
Charli
on May 13th, 2008
@ 20:13:
I have just stumbled across your blog and would like to tell you how much I enjoy your writing. You capture the emotion and feeling of submissive yearning and make me want to read more. Thank you for your words.
vixen
on May 13th, 2008
@ 21:35:
Thank you hunni much appreciated x